kidding, I moved for some particular reasons.


:: Miss Saigon ::

I've always admired Lea Salonga. I'm not the kind of fan that would go through great lengths just to see her though. I've never searched her name in any search engines, not unless if I want to see some lyrics. :P I don't have any posters put up on the walls of my room, nor does my account names and emails contain anything that links to her. Though I often read news about her in the papers.

But the respect is there. She's far greater than local personalities, and I mean GREATER.
And her passion to perform is quite inspiring. Haayy. She's got this powerful aura thing going on.

You know those chick flicks before, the one where she starred in with Aga. She kinda made me cry there. See?! No one has ever made my eyes a bit watery and yet, here, a theatre-based actress.
Honestly, I haven't seen Miss Saigon yet. :P
But I've seen that film she was in when she was this kid, about 9 or 10 years old. She fit the part.

Hmm, or maybe it's because of that song We Could Be In Love.
Oh, somehow her voice seems so flawless to me. :P

Up until now, I haven't searched her name yet for further infos. I don't know why, maybe because if I start, I won't stop .
Anyway, KUDOS Miss Salonga. ^_^

Pakinsyet call center moved the training schedule on Wednesday. rawr!
Oh well, I can still rest for a few more days.


:: toot toot toot ::

Blog: a public web site where users post informal journals of their thoughts, comments, and philosophies, updated frequently and normally reflecting the views of the blog's creator.
Exactly what I'm doing right now.

And nobody has any right(or left, hehe) to tell me to stop blogging!
Got that?!!


You try to ignore the person, pero they keep on showing up. Parang kabute. :P

Lately, I've been feeling a bit tired. And I'm not proud of what I've done, hayy I've gone back to smoking. huhu
Masarap kasi yung brand na nabili ko, hypoo. sweet coffee cappuccino flavor. :P


Google's really interesting.
Yuri Gagarin, a Soviet cosmonaut who on April 12, 1961 became the first person in space and the first person to orbit the Earth.
Hmm, I wonder when I'll be able to do the same. Hehe.
I can see it now, circling this Earth, looking down on the cloudy covered blue waters and browny green lands of this planet.

Watching Richard Gomez last night on ANC, Forum: Halalan 07 seemed weird.
He totally looks out of place.
And judging from his answer to the topics, he seemed so off.
What's gonna happen to our country if we let more UNEXPERIENCED actors have a place in the senate.
Politics, pweh!


:: So much for friendship ::

I really don't have to explain myself. Pero just to make things a bit clear.
READ AND UNDERSTAND. (or at least just try to understand)

I told her I wanted to talk to her in person to apologize, IN PERSON.
Tagal ng reply, and the usual dumb question "huh?"
I told her, that in order for me to be free from this internal conflict (as what Bam would call), I had to make amends for the things I did.
A personal apology was all I'm asking for. And surprising as it may seem, di nila naintindihan.
Now, who are they calling stupid?
Oh well, I don't need this crap anyway.
And again, if you're reading this, don't take the things I've written here too literal. Have you ever heard of "figure of speech", or better yet "expression".

You dare comment here, next time, full english so everyone can understand. FYI, not everyone who happens to crash here at my blog knows perfect dabawenyo bisaya. that's "duh!" for you.

ok? ^_^


Indeed it's frustrating, if you're talking to people with brains the size of a peanut. (not referring to anyone in particular)
Anywho, I just want to thank Mel, for making chika with me, as well as comforting me. Char. Soulmate? =P


Unfortunately, since there were so many applicants at Link2Support, we had to be divided into 2 batches. Since I didn't want to take the training that late, I opted to be part of the 1st batch. Meaning, we're gonna go back there on Monday. So much for not scheduling anything for this week. Hayyy.
Grabe, the training seems to be hard, kasi they said that there were those who didn't make it through the training. Waaah, ano yun Boot Camp?

Oh well, it's always good to sit back, with a cold drink on the side, smoke a few hypoo and read a book.
hey Tina! I saw some nice books at the "Bookshop", mahal nga lang. Hayy, to think 2nd hand or 3rd hand books na yun. OVERPRICING!! grr.



:: summer look ::

Nothing's really changed with my "do". Though I have this extra hair at the back of my head :P
Anyway, things got a bit crazy for the past 4 days.
And all I can say is that, I've moved on.
Funny, but somehow God made me realize something. I won't let anyone I happen to fanct get in the way of my friendship with the people I treat as "friends".
How overwhelming it is to know that she doesn't deserve me.
WOAH! Kapal mukha, pero yeah, I take so much pride in myself. Nobody deserves me better than God.
He made me smart, strong and capable enough to go through this ridiculous road called life.
Anywho, tomorrow's the day. I'm having mixed emotions.
After that, I'm meeting up with some of my friends at the old tambayan and catch up with whatever that has happened to us. ^_^

Indeed, what a reflection.
I'm just disappointed that I let some girl ruin my friendship with the person I treated as my best dude.

Happy Araw ng Kagitingan. hehehe

Oh, I watched this local film "Ang Cute ng Ina Mo" with my mom kanina. It wasn't really that funny. It's a good thing they said that the whole theme would be more cartoon-like. I didn't like the movie that much. Oh well. So much for local films.


:: Lost Letter ::

WARNING: For those who has a sensitive stomach on cheesy/mushy stuff, please skip this part.

It's been months, I thought I've gotten over you. I thought everything was okay.
But then, it had to happen. I had to see you there at the mall.
I had to see your expressionless face. I had to feel that same feeling again.

But then, you seemed mad. I can sense it. And I was right, after you confirmed it.
Those issues, you've been hearing. They're outrageous. I admit I've been talking about you with my friends, and if some of them told you about it, dapat pa nga ma-flatter ka. I just don't get it why pagdating ng whatever news na yun sayo, naging negative na. Thanks din for forgiving me, even though I can still sense na you haven't forgiven me whole heartedly.
I've been told that I'm crazy, weird and downright stupid for still thinking about you even if things didn't work out so well.
I just want to clear things to you, I'M NOT MANHID! I may look like one pero, I'm not. Can't you just see right through me? Like what a friend of mine said, I may have a smile on my face, but that doesn't mean I'm happy.

You're not a one-time thing. You're someone I could see myself with for years.
I just want to apologize, for not taking that big step, for being a coward.
I just thought, I could never be better than your "shong". I could never be like your "shong". I could never give you stuff, I wasn't strong enough.
Doing a noble deed pains me. I wanted to see you happy, even if it's not with me. I'd be a hypocrite if I say everything's okay.
I know my friends would taunt me endlessly if they knew about this, and give me the "STUPID" sign.

Of all the chances I let pass by, you're someone I'll do my best not to lose again.
I'm sorry.
By the way, I know I shouldn't be including this here, but yesterday, if you thought it was nothing for me to ask for your digits again then you're dead wrong. I had to prepare and fix myself sa CR para lang mawala tension ko. You can ask Kaye.

And it may seem cliche, with just your smile you've lit this dark cluttered puso of mine.
You're my heartbeat.

I've been tagged by Tina.

3 or 4 funny things you do to relieve
stress. When deadlines are fast approaching but you’re not even halfway through. When your boss is on your ass like a crazed bullrider. When you feel your salary (or allowance) just doesn’t fit your preferred lifestyle. When you partner feels he/she just isn’t getting enough from you.

Umm, I don't know if my habits seem funny, you be the judge. :P
1. I just watch TV. I find whatever it is that's good on the boob tube and watch all day.
2. I draw, or something like it. Mostly the eyes. Yun lang kasi kaya ko. Drawing seems to comfort me.
3. I try to sleep, pero whenever I do, I still think about my problems kaya di ako nakakatulog. Laging lumalakas kabog ng dibdib ko. Grr.
I'll be tagging Karla, Karla (ttalker) and Bam.


I've finished all my requirements sa call center. Whew!
Hopefully I can do well sa training.

Have a blessed Holy week everyone ^_^


:: Training ::

I've mentioned before that I've been busy with some things and that I needed to find a work or anything in particular that would pre-occupy my time.

So I applied at Link2Support just a while ago. It was nerve-wrecking. Sitting there, waiting for them to call your name and stuff. Add to the tension the lobby was malamig. Or maybe I just felt that because I was too nervous.
The interview went well, but not smoothly, my palms became sweaty.
I felt so small, if you know what I mean.
We were asked to take an exam and answer some surveys and stuff.
After just a few hours there, we were asked to go back next week with some of the requirements and start with the training and stuff.
Woo, I got be friends with some of the applicants. Hekhek. His reason for being there was tear-jerking.
Anywho, aja aja aja aja aja ahhh! hehe

I'm just happy I got over those days of worrying about how things will go if I went there.
Good thing I didn't stutter back there. Whew.


Recently, I gained new friends. Online and in real life. Contentment.
That's the word. They complete me.
And if you're reading this, You complete me. ^_^