:: bloghopping ::

I happened to pass by different blogs lately, and crashed into this certain site *IT2M* where it's rude and crude. I like the site. Weird? Not really, coz the entries there are funny, ok rude, but funny. I wanted to submit this blog but I'm wondering, are all my ramblings enough to pass their approval?.. wee..


:: Google ::

I happened to drop by Tina's blog, and I read her post about this searching her nick thingy. I kinda did that too.

I keyed in "Avy Silva", and imagine my surprise to find my name in some pages. Some of which are mine that I have long forgotten to update. This settles it, I've made a lot of blogs, xanga, forums joined and other stuff.

I did what Tina told me before too, that translate thingy. I put in my blog address and had it translated into Spanish, and this was the result.
Even my tagboard was translated into Spanish too. Cool. Hehe.


:: Overseas Friends ::

Now, how can you miss someone you haven't even met? How can you be overwhelmed with such emotions when in fact you haven't had the chance to even talk to the person.

I guess it's that invisible thread thing that connects people from distances.

Just recently this friend of mine a Candymag Teentalker, told me that she missed me. Now that kinda surprised me. I mean, we're used to saying those kind of things to our friends. Common things to say, but what struck me was how she said it. I realized that this friends over the internet thingy ain't that fictitious at all. *I've this paranoia thingy going on with trusting people nowadays*. To get to my point, I guess it doesn't matter whether you're from what place or from what status, it's this certain thing called friendship which makes everything seem to be so equal. I'm happy that there are those who are good enough to be trusted.



Okay, so I happened to be in Team 1. I opted for Team 3, but I picked the damn number. I kept on bugging the teachers to give me another chance to pick pero ayaw eh. Ayun, na-badtrip ako. Pinalakas ko na lang volume ng iPod ko. Hayy, if my stares could bring death kanina pa namatay mga tao sa paligid ko. Si Franco at si Pearl na-warningan ko na lang "Wag nyo muna ako kausapin". Baka ano pa masabi ko at masigawan ko pa sila. *too much anger*

Then nag text si Tina kung anong grupo ba raw ako. Sabi ko "1". Kala ko madidisappoint na naman ako kasi ibang group siya, turns out pareho kami. So medyo nag-cool down na ulo ko.
Then dumating si Bordz, nairita ako kasi tawa sila ng tawa, pinaguusapan eh DotA. Wala akong pakialam nun kasi galit nga po ako, pero naalala ko na ililibre pala ako ni Bordz ngayon, ayun lalong lumamig ulo ko. Hehe. Binilhan ako ng Piattos na cheese, yummy. Pero mamaya ko na kakainin pagkatapos ng DotA namin. Hehe.

Eh nung binilhan na nga ako ni Bordz, nakasalubong pa namin sina Pearl,
Jona, at Jesel. They didn't see me at first, so I got to listen to what Pearl was mumbling about. What I explained to Bordz why they were all in the same group. Eh nagreact siya, defensive? Sa pagkaka-alam ko I expressed it in a calm way, no sign of anger there, pabiro ko pa nga yun sinabi. Hayy. Stupid!

Yan ang napapala sa mga di nakikinig ng maayos at nakikisawsaw sa usapan. Stupid.
Should I care that they're all talking behind my back? Hell no! Was ko L!



I just downloaded mozilla on this unit Im currently using. I noticed that I couldn't open my friendster in IE. eehehe. That's what I do around here, pag wala akong nakikitang Firefox. I find more efficient than IE.

Tina! That crossing on the street was not a drag. Hehe. I went to a lot of places that day*Monday, 09-18-06*.
LANDCO -> UM -> ICST -> Giovanne's Bhauz -> Greece -> Creek -> Lafia -> home.

All in one day. Hehe.

But last night*Wednesday, 09-20-06*, we went to MTS*Matina Town Square*. Good thing I brought along my beloved jacket, else I'd be soaking wet. I had a henna tattoo put on my right arm too. Pretty neat!
The night was crazy as expected since the people from Humorville came with us.
(Giovanne, Renel, JV, Kath, Kane, Ai-ai, Angie and me). It was karaoke night at Impit Purok, the Homos sang their hearts out. Angie belted-out too.



The picnic at the cemetery was cut short due to a certain someone.

It was around 5pm, they were busy cooking stuff at Giovanne's bhauz. Ako naman eh nasa taas, wala lang, trip ko lang dun, wala naman akong maitutulong sa kanila sa baba. Anyway, they called us to get ready, pupunta na raw sa Forest Lake *a memorial park*. I had to be the one to carry that KALDERO! Ok lang, it's good for my biceps, hehe. *optimist*

So ayun, walkathon papunta dun. It was dark nah, but not eerie. Nakarating din kami sa Dome-kuno, hehe. We ate, pero may problema, di pala nadala ung bottle-opener*di ko alam anong tawag eh*. Hopefully di magtataka yung mga taong pupunta dun if they found the cement on the corners to be chipped. Then while eating, Giovanne's uncle?*ewan* went to our spot, kinausap siya. May mga dumi daw naiwan dun, dapat linisin. This wasn't the shocking part pa.
Of course, si Giovanne ayun todo mumble.
After a few laughs, dumating yung Aunty niya. And shet! Kala ko anong sasabihin! Pinagalitan kami, minura*tama ba?*, at binastos. Kasi nga raw iniwan lang namin yung mga hugasin dun sa mini-kusina nila, ano ba raw tingin namin sa kanila, mga katulong ba raw. That's what struck me, I had to speak up, pero konti lang rin "Di naman sa ganun, ang balak po kasi sana namin eh isahin na lang yung paglinis." Pero furious as she was, her mind was closed from any of our answers. While yelling at us, Giovanne threw a Sparkle bottle on the floor, buti na lang di nag-bounce yung glass at baka may matamaan. Tapos biglang tumakbo, blind as he was*near-sighted*, we were worried he might crash into a pole or something. Imbes na seryoso kami dun sa pakikinig sa matrona*oops*, natawa kami*secretly* sa ginawa ni Giovanne, sumigaw sigaw ba naman, parang aswang.

All's well that ends well.
After cleaning up, we apologized, humingi rin yata*ewan lang* ng pasensya yung Aunty niya kasi nadala lang daw siya sa emotions niya*sus*. It's all good.
Dumiretso kami kina Jesel, drank coffee, talked, smoked and had more laughs*happy bunch of people*.

After that, umuwi na yung iba. Pero naglaro pa kami nina Pearl at Giovanne ng DotA. Hehe. Let me just clarify this, DI AKO ADIK SA DotA!!

Hayy.. I just can't take being called a brat. Ganun kasi pagkakasabi nung matrona*oops uli*. Responsable naman kami. She shouldn't judge us like that. We made a mistake and was ready to make up for it. We don't need more bashing from her.

Grrr.. Rarr!!.. Whaaaakkkkkkk Whaaakkkk Whaaakkk!! Haaaahhhhh!!! *What Giovanne did while running like crazy*

But, as I said, it's all good. Wala na samin yun. Laughs, laughs, and more laughs.



I've already tampered with the settings*hehe*. So you can either use that comment thingy now, or leave your comment on the tagboard. :)


:: My Inner Daily Ramblings 2 ::

I know you, my ever dearest classmates*plastikan*, have heard me babble about him. The way he speaks, I mean. I never really knew who this Joshua guy people around me are talking about, even my brother. Not until half of our 1st term. I thought my brother was just exaggerating when he said that Joshua's better off speaking Bisaya.
Then I overheard a conversation between him and this classmate of his. He was speaking in English. Honestly, nanindug akong balahibo *goosebumps*, when I heard him. It's like, whenever he talks, he's like murmuring or talking gibberish. I really can't make anything out of what he's saying. Pang-Arabo yung style ng pagsasalita nya. My friends tells me that he's been like that since gradeschool or something. And I wonder, hmm, shouldn't he be fluent by now? I think, gradeschoolers nowadays talk better than him.
Talent? His artworks are appreciated, I hate to admit it but he's good at making flash animations. Ok na sana yung abilidad nya na yun pero I see him drawing in his seat, pati sa lobby area. He constantly flaunts his works, and I don't like that. Everyone knows already how he's good at that, he doesn't need to, like, rub it in pa.
Since he plays DotA too, he comes along with us to play. At first I was intimidated by how he could kill my character, pero ok lang, nakakabawi rin naman ako. I'm learning.

*more updates coming soon*



Freakin updates!
Ok, so our teacher read my blog post on Friendster. I guess silence means yes. Haha. She wants me to join in, writing an article for judgement for that School Paper thingy. Hayy, I don't want to get my hopes up and waste my time writing something that means to me, only to be marked as rubbish by some people. Grr. I might pass an article, but I won't. I know that School Paper thing's a hoax. Something to catch some students' interest, for them to stay at THAT school.

:: dubidubidapdap ::

UAAP Cheerdance Competition 2006

Champion - UST
1st Placer - FEU
2nd Placer - UP

I know I've mentioned before that I don't like Atenistas. Specifically from ADDU. A bunch of hypocrites I tell you.
But last Sunday, I eagerly watched the UAAP Cheerdance Competition. I've never liked ADMU before, like ever! Though their performance really caught my attention. They had snappy movements. And you can really tell that what they have is something so new and fresh. I liked their mix too. Well edited, unlike some teams that I don't know what the hell got into their minds that they made such an awful remix music. I forgot which team that was. Anyway, I've looked for their video and here it is.


Ako'y naintriga sa isang komento ng isang taong napadpad sa aking blog. Pag pasensyahan nyo na ang aking mga salitang gagamitin sapagkat *datapwat subalit -haha-* dahil di ako bihasa sa wikang tagalog.
Kailangan nga bang lumimot sa isang magandang pagkakaibigan?
Ang sagot ko, OO.
Dahil magkaiba tayo ng paguunawa/pananaw, ang akin ay ito.
Kapag ang aking pagtitiwala sa isang taong tinuring ko na kaibigan ay nasira, aasahan nya na pati buong pagkatao nya ay kakalimutan ko. Hindi ko sila hahayaan na sirain muli ang kung anong tiwalang binigay ko sa kanila.
Naway mamatay na sila.
Oo, ganun ako kasama. Wala na akong pakialam kung anu-ano ang gagawin nila, basta ba't di nila ako muli babanggain!



:: UIC, PWC, ADDU ::

The abbreviations mentioned are schools here in Davao.

UIC - University of Immaculate Concepcion
PWC - Phillippines Women's College
ADDU - Ateneo de Davao University

Do I have a problem with them? Hell yeah! Well, actually it's because of 3 people from these schools. I'd like to destroy their schools. Umm, yung UIC lang and PWC. Sa ateneo kasi, I just don't like most students there. Ang yayabang kasi. Mabibilang mo lang ang matino dun.

There was this certain girl who sort of frustrates me. Never did I really give that much attention to whatever it is up in her sleeves. I'm talking in riddles, anyway. The girl's name code is M. Nakilala ko siya through a certain person. She was just the typical person you talk to with the usual "Musta?" "Ano ginagawa mo?". I found her boring. And her "secret" health condition. How she's a blue baby and all. I didn't buy it, pero I was polite enough to give her comfort and all. *Let me make this clear muna, I didn't make a move on her.*
She happened to be in a relationship, I didn't mind coz I didn't really care. Then one time, this girl I was emotionally attached to confronted me with a shocking issue. Yung syota pala ni M eh pinagkakalat na inagaw ko raw sa kanya si M. Because "we were both in love". Hell no! I do know though that M made a hint na she liked me, I didn't mind it. I'm no cradle-snatcher. Anyway, I cleared it with the people involved, and so ang syota ni M eh takot na magpakita sakin. Si M naman, di ko na kinakausap. And worse, di na rin ako kinakausap nung girl *si miss A* na gusto ko.

It was summer. May nakilala rin ako. Lumipat raw sila from Manila. I didn't care where she came from actually. I know at that time na wala pa siya masyadong kaibigan. So I offered her a genuine friendship, something I rarely give to anyone. We had fights, tampo, and laughs. It was fun. Then nung nakilala ko nga si M and the time she told me she liked me, eh sinabi ko kay PWC girl *si miss R*. I forgot how they got acquainted pero miss R planned that we try something on miss M. Umoo naman ako. The plan was, we both court her and we'll see if pagsasabayin nya kaming dalawa. Miss R happens to be pretty, so di sya mahihirapan with it.
I don't know what exactly happened but naging sila. I wasn't surprised at all coz all the while I was thinking that it was just a prank or something. I told her that she'd soon forget about me pag nagsimula na siyang mag-aral. And so she sort of did. After a few months, this news came to me about R and M. They're a couple daw. I was surprised. And that M girl sort of spread this rumor about me having a crush on her. Even saying that both she and miss R played me.

That hurt. Not because of M, but of the fact that I've trusted R. I thought that she wasn't like other people. And for this, I don't and will never trust people again. I guess I should have listened to myself not to be involved with people like them. I hate friendships and everything that goes with it.


The sort of mothership of BRATS! SPOILED BRATS!


:: BRATS ::

I hate them! How I loathe them. Insecure? Not really. Intimidated? Uhh, yeah somehow I am. But mostly, I'm annoyed. And if you hang around more with me, you'll know what kind of people I mostly go out with *I'm referring to as friends ha! baka ano isipin nyo*. Okay, being defensive again.

Hmm.. The CONYO talk. Do you know that this word actually means Shit? Most brats I know talk like this. E.g. Yuck! That's so kadiri! ^ Can you make abot this for me? One guy though, caught my attention. Ok, I'm not sure if the owner of this account is a guy, but hey, he makes sense. It's the way he expresses himself that kinda made it funny to read.

http://cofibean.blogspot.com *this guy's sort of popular nah*

About the brats thingy, well, I'm sure ain't a fan! There are some who are bagay naman when they talk like ganito. And for the others, masyadong trying hard. Whenever I hear someone talk like this, it's like Crap! I'm gonna kill him/her. It's just like that Toni said, in the never ending trailer of her movie, Nasa Pilipinas ka kaya ikaw dapat ang mag tagalog. Makes a lot of sense! And since those Conyo people are here in Davao, they should speak the language here. Well, we DavaoeƱos don't really have our own language, a mixture of tagalog and bisaya lang. I guess that's their own way of showing off to people that they're of the higher class of people, you know. Pa-sosyal effect! When actually, most of them are NOT. Somehow, I feel sorry for them. Not being able to be who they really are. Filipinos are like that. They won't separate from the herd unless being Jologs is the IN thing now.

I seem to drift away from the topic. Brats! Yeah! Well, for starters, they think that they actually own the place. Being so loud and bossy. These are the typical brats. Then the sosyal types are those who dress like one. Feeling mo naman pupunta ng party or a high-class gathering.

It was All Soul's Day, of course we were at the cemetery. The place, as always, was crowded. Cars parked everywhere. Tents, group of people, food stalls and those weird people lurking in certain areas. We just came from my Dad's place, my Mama made me carry this heavy jar! *Yuh! Heavy* As we were walking, I notice 2 girls coming our way. They were all dressed up. Parang pupunta ng bar, or at any club or something. They happily chatted away. Of course I, someone who's super himantayon and manawayon *a critic*, tried so hard to hide that smile on my face. But somehow I was a bit irritated. Mixed emotions? hehe. For crying out loud, sino ba namang matinong tao ang pupunta sa sementeryo, sa Araw ng Patay, all dressed up like that. Woo! I guess, they're not that normal.

As I browsed through the net. Never ending topics came up when I searched about these conyo people. I'm not alone when I say Conyo's are IRRITATING AND STUPID!

Okay, drifted off again. The kind of brats I so not like are those who are mean to the helpers. I mean, sure they pay them to do stuff around the house or office but that doesn't give them the right to call them names, insult them to the point that they insult the hometown of those helpers. And yes, I am of the defensive side since most of those helpers came here, Mindanao in particular. Whenever I hear or read something about someone doing this to a helper, makes me want to have their homes bombed! For those conyos out there, WATCH OUT!

Kahit naman kasi ako yung tipong maraming napupuna sa paligid, even in a person and I have brutally honest things to say about them, di ako katulad ng mga brats na yan na kung umasta eh parang walang tinurong magandang asal sa kanila. And to think they go to prestigious schools. Most of them waste their parent's moneys just so they could slack off and stuff.

*more rants coming up I keep shifting to different topics kasi eh*

:: YM commercials ::

The only thing I could think of ranting at this moment. There's this option thingy here that says commercial-free. And yet, as I sing along this commercial thingy butts in. Okay, maybe that YM knows I really shouldn't belt it out but hey, frustrating. As of the moment, I'm listening to Make Damn Sure by Taking Back Sunday.


:: My Inner Daily Ramblings ::

This thing I'm about to write here is called "Libak". If you understand what it means then congratulations, you're psychotic too.I'm happy with my friends at school. I mean having people like "freaks" is super cool. I'm one of them. *I'm so honest*And most of the people I'm going to talk about here are mere Freshmen whom I don't really LIKE at all! Na-uh no way!

Note: No one will be spared.

The homos:

Renel, so called Giant. Haha! Since he's tall and all. Pero kung tutuusin his body shows improvements. I repeat BODY not FACE. The Big Show, I mean, Renel has certainly become slimmer. And lately has been so annoying. The jokes doesn't bother me but the way he keeps everyone waiting is really annoying! Kapoi na xa!*both me and Kath agree* Although he is a bit funny, and you can never be bored with this huge gay este guy. Benefits when you're with him/her? Umm, free food. You can even borrow money from him, pero pahihirapan ka muna niya bago nya ibibigay yung money. It's like you'll forget the reason why you want to borrow in the first place. And this money issue causes some not-so-nice situations most of the time. What I mean is, ginagamit na siya as our financer/sponsor. Para sa gasolina, food, drinks and yung babayaran pag nagstay ka sa isang lugar *e.g. Bars, KTV spots* Kawawa? Not really, if you think he's being used, you're half wrong. He enjoys it naman, as far as I can see it. Though he does complain about it, but in a few seconds something will catch his attention and the whole thought disappears.Personality, mannerisms, appearance. These things, I've noticed, has certainly changed. Naimpluwensyahan sa ibang mga bakla dun sa school. I can honestly say na nakuha nya yung ibang punchlines and mannerisms kay Johnnel. Most of his punchlines are somehow original, hehe. Appearance? Where else, the models he thinks he knows personally? haha kidding. But Renel does think, believe by heart, that he is in fact a certified model. So the print on his shirt says. But hey, I can't hold it against him if he's like that. Nirerespeto ko siya kahit papano kasi po he's not all make-up, he's got smarts too. I wish lang na sana eh magka cellphone na siya at para di kami mahiarapan na kontakin sya! Sheesh!Famous words by Renel:"Privacy""Silence means yes""Believe me coz Im a believer""There's no right pronounciations only accepted ones"

Then, there's Giovanne.
Now would you believe he had 3 girlfriends before comin out of the closet? Haha, like what Renel would say "Believe me coz I'm a believer!" This "dude" is, to me, the funniest of them all. On the other hand, I get so pikon whenever he teases me bout who I look like. *I dare not mention them all* And when this guy's mad, you'll definitely know coz he won't talk to you, better yet he isolates himself from the pack. Wait, parang I'm starting to write a testimony sa kanila ah. Hmm, anyway, Giovanne's a pain in the head if he starts to cracks jokes, especially the "Knock Knock" types. *i'll get back on my comments bout him later*

He's the typical homo you see by the streets. With the highlights and all. He dresses up like one too. He doesn't really annoy me. But the fact that his habits has been rubbing on his fellow homos at school's starting to really bug me. You know, with all the expressions and stuff. It's actually getting contagious.*this part here will be updated as soon as I notice something again*

Pearl, Hmm, what should be written here about her? Oh, I'm super annoyed by her unending jabber about her insecurities. I mean, sobra naman yung dina-down mo na talaga sarili mo, knowing that you really have something to be proud of. Like her talent in singing for one. There was this one time where we went to Impit Purok after our culmination night. It was acoustic night, and the fellas kept on insisting she go up on stage and sing a few tunes or something. Then her "sakit" went off, saying that we were mean and that we want to embarass her by letting her "frog" voice be heard. Pero maya-maya she finally came up to the band, and take note, she borrowed the guitar of that guy *whatever* and started singing. WOW! Talk about hiya right? Well, I've got nothing against her singing thing, it's just her "issues" that kinda gets on my nerves. Now, I'll make it perfectly clear, that this blog is specifically for my ramblings and other stuff. Oh, I also noticed that just because she knows some people doesn't mean she can just slap them on the shoulder or something. Look, I don't care whether she knows them or not, but the point is being physically too friendly is a very very bad habit, and I mean very. *this part here will be updated as soon as I notice something again*

Sir Mhel, not really part of the homos, but I wished he'd be as great a person as they are. *did I just say that?* Anyway, I'm starting to really not like him. Medyo may pagka manyak yun. Btw, he's our teacher. But the wat he teaches is not even that close to being a mediocre professor. I'm wondering where did all our money go. If you look at the facilities at our school, you'd want to have the police authorities come in and check the papers of the school. RIP-OFF! Yeah, that's what it is! This guy makes promises just like that Riza monster!! He covers up and sucks up to that monster too. That makes the two of them very bad!*no words left to describe them* His smoking habits are ok, pero man! is his breath not that pleasant at all! Dagdagan pa na lapit ng lapit sa students. Hasn't he heard of breath fresheners? And just recently, he sent this Godly message over YM again. That's not really the problem, but to think that he's got this evil side of him that doesn't make him a very decent man. If you want you PC upgraded, better not bring it to him. He's all talk and no work. Well, you see him work, but not with what we pay him for! A married man, looking for girls on the net! How low is that! God! He's married, he has 2 kids who I hope wouldn't end up like him! He's selfish, rude and his tantrums are really annoying! I mean, walang sapat na rason why'd he even have tantrums! It's so unprofessional. Selfish? Yeah he is! He doesn't teach us the whole thing. Parang bits of info lang. Sayang talaga yung binabayad namin! Hayy! Mayabang din, like I said before, he's all talk! Sure, he had helped me in some ways, but still his attitude is something to be thrown in the trash! Oh, did I mention that he has hygiene issues. My nose is very sensitive, so I notice whatever funky or mucky smell there is around. And, well, his is sort of one of the worst. Everyone knows that he smokes right, and I don't know what the hell he does after that but whenever he comes up to me for something I can smell it. *Alert alert* You can see me smiling, but deep inside *dunggab*. Really! I don't like that smell at all. Another reason why I quit the smoking thing.


-psstt! dili ni palengke!

-pwede bah! seryoso ko! Ayaw sa ko joke jokie!

*this part here will be updated as soon as I notice something again*

June, at first *I was afraid, I was petrified, oops kanta pala yun* I kinda fancied her. Being tisay and all. But then I noticed na nagiging OA sya paminsan. She is a bit sensible kaya I appreciate her opinions and stuff. Pero like I said, OA! OA! Kuyaaa!!! Annoying! Really! And she's one of those people who kinda underestimates themselves at certain situations. Like for example dancing! Look! Everyone can dance, it only takes discipline and effort to make it through a whole dance routine! I know she has those qualities, but I guess she's just not that confident with rehearsed dance moves. Unlike during night outs, she can shake that money maker. Haha! I know most of the people at school notice this, you know, how she acts like a brat! Pouting and stuff. I love kids, but brats? hell no!*this part here will be updated as soon as I notice something again*
*more details coming soon*