9.11.06

:: I don't want to be ::

Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately..."

how the song "I don't wanna be" goes.
I like the song, and no not because it's the opening song of that OTH series. The song simply represents me. Or any other person out there who's in a certain society wherein people would expect you to be just the same as them. People push you to be WHAT THEY want you to become.

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
am I the only one to notice
I can't be the only one who's learned.

It's a great feeling to not be somebody else. Shine your light in your own way. Sometimes, there are just those kind if people where you have to be who they expect you to be. In this case, you tend to suck up to those kind of people. You know deep inside it's not doing you any good to live in a pretentious life. And saying that it's only a "once-in-a-lifetime" thing that you're doing is not a valid reason to go on living a lie. We need to accept and be accepted of who we are. It's from this, we grow. ^_^

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I'll be sorting out my friends' list in my Friendster account. Ang matitira lang eh yung mga good looking people. Nyahaha. Sorry na lang yung iba. :P

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We're supposed to watch a movie today. I'mnot exactly sure kung ano yung papanoorin namin basta ba't manonood raw kami since Renel's in one of his amazing get-ups.Hayy, but I guess he got too caught up at Tina's house writing another cd or something. Oh well, I'm stuck here. I'll probably go to Andoy's cafe and play DotA. Then again, sayang pera ko. Hmm, decision decisions. Kakain na lang muna ako ng twin popsies. Hehe. Masarap yung bagong flavor. Strawberry and Green Apple. ^_^ *slurp slurp*

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Ok, somebody sat next to me a while ago. At grabe! Parang naligo sa cologne. Mabango nga pero nasobrahan! Buti na lang di ko sya tinapik at sinabing "Hoy, naligo ka ba?" *hehe* Eh kasi naman, magpapabango na nga, sinobrahan pa para tuloy di siya naligo at nagpango na lang para sabihing , you know nah hehe. Wooo. Paaaaawwweerrr! Wala lang, featured na siya dito. Hehe.

Excited na ako bukas, sasabay si Red sa gym pati si Kath, siguradong masaya toh. Hehe.

no other entries to be put in eh.. :P

*bow*

9 comments:

Loverboy said...

hay, tama ka dun. just be yourself. ;)

gusto ko din bumili ng ice cream! nainggit ako.. :)

potpot said...

whui.. ako ba ang pers coment?? hahha. .mkang hnd. ehehe. .anyhoo, masarap ang twin popsies pero mas masrp ang JELLY TOUNGE

Manic Psycho said...

loverboy: hehe.. penge rin.. :D

potpot: waahh.. yan din paborito ko.. hehe.. :D tsalap..

celena said...

Isa ka pala sa mga pambihirang babae na naglalaro ng DotA. Haha! Anyway, lakas ng tama nung tumabi sayo! Haha!

tina said...

renel and pearl just left.. its 10:34. nyahaha -_- So late. Im doing some late night burning still.

anyway Be Blessed on your gym-venture tomorrow :P and kill thy fats... hihi

lyka said...

woi ate avy! wahaha.. churi nde aq nakakadaan lately.. ^_^... niwei.. inggit ako.. enge muna ayskrim.. WAHAHA! bat nga ba may mga taong nag-eexist na gusto nila ikaw ung ganito ganyan.. woo! ahaha.. anyway, sa mga ganung tao.. hinde sila malaking kawalan sa buhay ko so babush to them.. NYAHAHA!

LOL.. A_A

-pAm- said...

ayos! i can relate to the song..^_^ hehehehe....ay ako meron akong amoy na super kinaiinisan. basta it's this men's cologne...ewan ko kung anong pangalan..nakakainis talaga yung smell.swear.hehe

Camille said...

amg sipag mo naman. talagang isosort mo pa yung frinds mo sa friendster. hehe.

Manic Psycho said...

Celena: hehe.. pero di naman adik. ahihi... ^_^ grabe talga..kung nagpabango pa siguro sya knocked out na ako.. :P

Tina: woo! wala nisipot si Kath, pamaol daw.. haha.. kami lang ni Red nadayon..

Lyka: hekhek. naubos ko na yung twin popsies bago lang.. wakookoko.. :D i hate people like that.. it's a result of an improper upbringing..:P

Pam: hehe.. tumpak tlg ung mga words eh.. :P woo.. anong amoy kya yun?.. paamoy nga.. haha